Like a letter left unread

Please Go On......

2009-09-25T21:08:00.000-07:00

To all who know me plz forgive me.....Please dun ask me why.......What ever happens please go on.....Tis is the shortest post i hope tis is not the last post if im still ____, i will post again.......

Woohoo!!! National Day is coming.......

2009-08-07T03:39:00.000-07:00

Heyy blogger....H@ppy 44th Birthd@e to Singapore....Hope you'll can celebrate.....
Even though i'm looking forward for National Day i'm actually sad cOz we surppose to parade @ sch but b'cOz of the H1N1 cases we were nt allow.....What a waste so this year there i NO NDP @ all.....So sad:(....But nvm at least i can watch the real NDP on tv.....Hehehe:)....ut still i'm very sad canot watch @ Marina it self........Haizzz......This year National Day is not that fun...Hopefully next year we can celebrate our National Day in more enjoyable way........I really pray very hard...
Okok gtg nw
Chaeck on my new updates keas
xoxo:)
tc:p
Bye-bye:]

Haizzz What Will Happen Now To Mie.....

2009-08-05T04:20:00.000-07:00

Heyy blogger!!Why are our life so complicated??Why can't we alwaes have happy moments??even though all my loves ones are ard mie but i still can feel that bad luck is hunting mie.....I really hope that everything will be fine....B4 i share all my story i jus want t0 tell all bloggers out there if you had read my blog jus kept to urself dun tell anyone...I hope u all will do what i ask you all to do it is 4 ur own goog n also 4 my own good keas???I keep thinking what will happen to mie 2mrw it is a good day 4 mie or the other way ard.....Now i noe who really my loves ones(ttl of 5 ppl) they really help mie alot......Sumtymes when we love ppl.....ppl will ignore but when......nvrm.....actually ltr i have tuition so i try not to express mt feeling alot cOz it will really burst me out so better dun.........All the above is not meant 4 the 5 ppl(my loves ones) but it meant to the ppl ard mie my family members....n alot more.....Actually i dun want to post this story but i have to cOz right now.......nvrm jus let mie keep to myself 4 the moment.....
Take care guyz
BYE2
~Syaafiqahh~

Why life is so......

2009-08-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

Heyy blogger.....One qn why we face alot of problem in life....Some of you will say that b'coz god wants to give us a test......Yes but sumtimes the problem that we face cnnt be settle all by ourself we need other to help us...but till when we need ppl help.....N till when we need to face alot of problem!!! Till when!!! I have enough of all this..... My tears keep coming out.....What should i do now...I dun want to show all team members that i have alot of problem coz i dun want them to be worried but the thing is can't hide the problem.....All the blogger out there will say: go n find a person that you can talk to or trust alot..... But i already say i dun want to make ppl worried jus b'coz of my problem.....Hidayah if you ur reading this plz dun take any action coz i still can face this problem all by myself................Ok just let me relax myself catch up my new update k........
Take care:)
Bye-bye:]
~syaafiqahh~

I'm back aft a long tyme.....

2009-08-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

Heyy blogger!!! I'm going to be active back in blogging cause evrything have settle i hope what happened in the past we will let it pass let's start a new book on our team.....Dun misjudge ppl......Nah i start to flash back what happened so to avoid that let cahnge topic......To all my team members i want to say sowie to u guys if i had make alot of mistake in this group i jus want to a normal person that have alot of friends but ppl always misunderstand mie....WHY!!! I hope who already know me you will understand dun let my old attitude hunt me back.....If it happen what i can say is everything will be worst.......Now my live much more happier then b4 cause all my families member is all by my side especially my team members (i-shahzash)......I really hope this happiness will last forever cuase i really dun want my live to be dark all the tyme like few yearsback b4 i met with all my lovely team members (i-shahzash).......Ok ok just to share a bit of my school stuff common test is coming......STRESS!!ARGG!! Hope i pass all subject....Wish my luck keas

HEllo blogger......BORED:(

2009-06-14T00:47:00.000-07:00

Heyyaw blogger out there.....I hope we guyz enjoy ur holidays dun be like me....
I dun have a very happy holidays but im quite happy cuase i get to celebrate
my father bdae BBQ party,i get to change my hair style nextweek(190609),get to do alot of things but still not that happy cause.......nrvmd just forget it......To all member of I-SHAHZASH i am leaving singapore on the 190609 so wish mie have a good journey n also come back to singapore safely......Hehehehe i know my english i bad but just bear with it.......I hope i will see you guyz again when i came back from oversea not that far lah but Malaysia.....Hehehehe very far right???I know.....Nah just kidding...Anyway hope to see you guyz again.......
Im actually bored....I mishhhhh HYM so much......ARghhh!!!I am looking forward for my NPCC on the 170609......Then 2 days after that im leaving singapore....Take care guyz.........I will mishh you guyz so much especially my guy.....
Okie dokie:P
Got to go now:]
Bye-bye:}
XOXO:)

Hello.....Can't wait for tomorrow(120609).....

2009-06-11T03:57:00.000-07:00

Heyyaw blogger......I really can't wait for tomorrow cause tomorrow i am going for NPCC training....Woohoo!!!Not just that tomorrow i also can meet with some of my TEAM member espacially my guy.......Very happy right now can wait for tomorrow so .....Nvrmind let me relak myself so i need to go now
Bye-bye:}
Take care:)
Dun forget to read my blog tomorrow cause MAYBE i update it tomorrow.....
XOXO:p

I miss hym so much......Hmmm

2009-06-05T03:18:00.000-07:00

Hello blogger out there!!As you all have read my tittle........As all blogger know that i have a TEAM called TEAM I-SHAHZASH.......I really miss them so much especially my boy n also the others......TEAM I-SHAHZASH if you ur reading my blog right now i hope u all will forgive me....Cause i know i had made alot of problem in the group so i really beg all my TEAM member for forgiveness...I really hope u guyz forgive me. N give me more time to think abt my attitude n try to change it.......I hope u guyz will ........nvrmind......just forget it........
Actually i have to help my mom preparing the picnic food for tomorrow because it is one of our family member b'dae but i'm still bored because i can't see n hang out with my TEAM member......Agrhh...... I hope 8 jun is coming very soon cause that is the dae where i meet all my TEAM members....I'm looking forward on 080609.....
Okie Dokie:)
I got to go now:]
Bye-bye:))
Take care:]]
OXOX :p

Boring......But Feel A bit Better After Finding the Way Out To Solve The Big Problem

2009-06-04T00:06:00.000-07:00

Heyyaw......finally some of my problem can be solve but.........
Nvr mind i can solve some of the problem that not so serious as the problem that just solve......Why problem keep hunting me!!!!!WHY!!!!But lives still must continue right.......Ok i dun want to spoil all blogger moods after reading my blog so i will make my blog stories happening n also interesting.....
I actually love my TEAM member so much they are so meaningful to me especially my boy.....Maybe what is happening to me right now is the fate......
I can't do anything but i just can look n feel.....If you (blogger out there) know who really Feekah.....you guyz will not believe y??Because i always laugh,make jokes n sometimes show a happy face but actually beside that laugher,that jokes n happiness.....Sometime I"M ACTUALLY HURT N SAD.....I also dun no why.......But now a days i'm quite happy......
Ok nvrmind let me think abt this problem........check my next update blog okies...
Got to go now....:)
Bye-bye:]
Take care:p

Problem

2009-06-03T03:51:00.000-07:00

Heyyaw blogger.....I'm actually bored here nothing to do alot of problem keep hunting me.......I'm now something lyke a person who was dump into a big place that covered by PROBLEM.......Arghhh!!I dun no what to do.......Help!!!Help!!!
I really need time to think...... Those who know me just want to tell you guyz that i'm i standing at the correct place cause if my present make the group problem that i think it's better 4 me to make my own way cause .....nvrmind i think i got to go first let me think how to solve my problem i will update my blog as soon as possible k
Bye-bye
Take care

Ehmm....Happy happy happy....

2009-05-26T04:05:00.000-07:00

Hey blogger out there.......Here some story about me and my team I-SHAHZASH.
Todae we did not really hang out because not all the team members is there just now....So sad...but i quite happy because even though not all the team members is there but at least there is somebody that make my day happy and happier day by day....You want to know who??Nvm just let me,my bestfriend n that person itself know okie...Actually i have nothing to say so just to make my blog more HOT stories.....Ok i need to go now catch my new updates kaes.Bye-bye....Tc
XOXO:p

NDP rehersal....

2009-05-23T19:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is the tiring day for all UG(uniform group) cause we were traning for the Natinal Day Parade....Under the hot sun...Standing for abt 1 to 2 hours.....But we really happy n proud of ourselves cause we are the NPCC n we were going to prepare the parade for our own country SINGAPORE for it's birthdae.......Ok i really bored right now but i actually have alot of things to do so got to go now..

Very very Sad.....

2009-05-23T19:23:00.000-07:00

Heyy blogger!!!I am here thinking how to make my June holidays fun.....As you all know i can't leave my Team member especially Team I-SHAHZASH.....Can all the blogger out there help me to think of somethink that can make my June holiday happening n fun???A month is a very long i dun no how to survive without my friends(Team I-SHAHZASH) not just that there is one more reason why i say i will miss the TEAM.......just let it be a secret between me n the team k.......How!!!!!Help me......Nvm actually i need to go nw so let me spend time with my team this week cause in June maybe i can meet them but nt every day i am going to make one plan for all my team member abt going out together on June holidays....Wish for me kaes....I really hope that this June holidays i can meet all my TEAM members especially TEAM I-SHAHZSH........Ok bye-bye wait of my new post okie dokie......
oxox:)

What's Up Yaww

2009-05-22T04:40:00.000-07:00

Heyyaw blogger out there.....The one week had gone now weekends is coming i will be bored again arggg!!!!But i think this weekend will not be that bored as last week...Y??Because i have NPCC training this Saturday for the NDP 09.I can still meet my team I-SHAHZASH this weekend.....Actually i had nothing to post but i am so bored that's y i post this bored post in my blog.....Ok lah need to go i need to polish my NPCC shoe and also my belt argg!!but for NPCC i'm willing to do anything for NPCC....NPCC ROXZ!!!!!!Ok lah bye-bye just wait for my new update blog okie dokie....

Finally This Boring Weekend Will End Soon...

2009-05-17T01:45:00.000-07:00

Heyy blogger!!!!Updating ur blog?? Here some story i want to share with all blogger out there..
Actually i am looking forward 4 2mrw (180509)cause i meeting all my team member
(i-shahzash) after 2 days i left them because of this boring weekends.....I knew some blogger out there must been thinking what the hell is TEAM I-SHAHZASH right??Ok ok actually TEAM I-SHAHZASH was born when we (kranjians) hangout together n we are really close to each other that's y we end up making a group to show how close we are......So if all the blogger out there want to know more about TEAM I-SHAHZASH do be my follower in this blog maybe if u follow all the story that i post in my blog maybe you (blogger) can know what is TEAM I-SHAHZASH is all about okie dokie??Ok i need to go DUN FORGET TO READ MY BLOG EVERYDAY OK.....Bye-bye.......

So Boring......Ehemmm.....

2009-05-11T02:38:00.000-07:00

Todae i felt like nothing i really felt bored at home plus it is raining on that time..........What ever i do there must be something wrong.......I really miss my friends especially I-SHAHZASH..........They are the one make my school life happening.......I am really looking forward for 2mrw.....I can't wait 4 2mrw....I-SHAHZASH i am waiting 4 u guys 2mrw.......Nothing to say i will update my blog 4 all the blogger out there 2mrw........
Bye-bye
oxox:p

Our Outing Day

2009-05-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

Heyyaw!!I am here wanted to share some happy memories with all bloger out there.I really enjoy my outing with all my group member to Causeway point.We walk all around the shopping mall then we go to the Library.Actually i am running out of time i need to go somewhere so do check my blog tomorrow or the day after tomorrow MAYBE i will update my blog cause now is my exam week n also i am quite busy preparing of SOMETHING so i'll be busy a few days but dun worry i will try my best to update my blog.Okie dokie.Got to go!!BYE-BYE
xoxo:)

The Fucking Bitch.......

2009-05-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

Have you ever seen a gangster playing playground!!!!Have you ever seen a gangster going to school reading a dictionary getting ready for examination!!!!That is the fucking bitch......Who is the fucking bitch???She is the person that i mentioned on 3rd of may 2009.My life will not be in peace if i never busted th fucking bitch....She is actually a lame n old school girl.She is also an outdated girl n she does not even have skinnies..What an old school girl right??So if you knew who is the fucking bitch you can call her an old school girl or even an outdated..Hahaha now i am really feel much more happy after i had busted her infront of my bestfriend.Dun ever be friends with a person like her because she dun deserve to have a friends.....

For A Very Long Time I did Not Update My Blog So Todae Is The Dae......

2009-05-02T20:37:00.000-07:00

Heyy yaw!!!!For about 4 months i did not update my blog there are alot of fun n interesting story i want to share with all of u.Since we are in 2009 4 months in school n 4 months in year 2009,i want to share my 4 months in 2009....Actually i really had a bad n fun memories....When in month of Feb i had a friend (a guy) we were quite close to each other when suddenly my BESTFRIEND wrack my relationship.You all will ask why right??She was jealous because i had a close friend a guy but she don't n she also jealous because the guy was her crush,she have once fall in love with that guy but than the guy did not know that.So that guy prefer to be close friend with me NOT with that girl...If you are in my position right now it will really hurt ur heart so much....Worse still that girl told the guy that i'm not happy with him n she dare to ask him to stay away from me.FYI whatever she told the guy was not true infact i be close friend with him make me more happy than before...HAve you cry for A GUY before??If you dun FYI i did..It really a big lost he is so meaning full to me as a friend...Now i know who My BESTFRIEND is...She is a girl that have two face 1 very kind n helpful person n 2 a relationship breaker n also cannot see other people happy accept for her....She is a bitch....Now the whole school hates her very much...Now i had a friend (a guy again) n now i am trying to stay away from the bitch so that my relationship with that guy will not break again just because of her if you are a kind person PLZ pray for me so that what had happened to me will never ever happen again...If you know who i am,you will surely dun believe the truth because every day i laugh every day i enjoy myself but behind the laughter n the enjoyable day y hearth still hurt,sad n the pain still hunted me no matter what happen i still can't forget all the happy n sad memories....So advice is find a true friend not a friend which has two faces...N enjoy ur teenagers life it really fun n happening..PEace YAww!!Ok i to go so in other time i will share some of my fun story with u all only one thing i want all of you do for me DUN EVER TELL PEOPLE ABOUT MY STORY IF THEY WANT TO KNOW THEY MUST VIEW MY BLOG OK.Okie Dokie..BYe-BYe

2009-01-02T06:00:00.000-08:00

Wat's up guys??Do you have fun or enjoy on your first day of sch??Some of us still could not find a friend in the class but trust me when days goes by not one not two but more than 40 friends you could be friends with??We just wait and see what will happen 2 week later do you have met or have been chat with about 20 or more friends.Ok just forget about new friend now i just want to share with you guys who is reading mine blog about my first day @ sch.Actually i have met one friend in my new class,she is a chinese girl live near ........ Back to the my story,the first day we walked around the sch try to know every part of the sch and we have played about 2 to 3 games and yah it is fun but the game used to be boring.....He he he.Today i have not much story to tell but just to make my story longer,i hope all my primery sch bestfriends & friends could meet each other again in maybe JC,Singapore poly or even University(sorry if i spell wrongly)
Ok i need to go now bye-bye,take care and don't forget to read my blog maybe one or two day later for my lastest story.He he he:)No lah just kidding it is up to you guys to read my blog.Just wait for my lastest news.BYE-BYE:)

2008-12-01T16:05:00.000-08:00

Heyya!Todae is the day that i'm starting to tell you guyz what is going on in my life...........
Talking about life do you think without friends and family can you be here trying to achieve your ambition??I think the answer is NO.Why??Because this happen to me.What actually happened to me??I had a bad year in 2008 and because of a bad year my studies also distracted.I'm felt much happier now cause 2008 is leaving and 2009 is coming and in 2009 i'm going to start mt knew life with my new friends but.......Hold on before I forget not all in 2008 moment are bad threre are some moment that i can't forget that i had someone not 1,not 2 but 3 of my bestfriends they are Dilah,Syaza & Wiyah does are thier nick names,sometime when we were not @ the same school people always said that you will forget your old friends.But that will never happen to me. Why??Because my family and my 3 bestfriends i could stand up straight and wants to achieve my ambition.This will not happen if my family and my 3 bestfriends not @ my side to support me and i hope i've also help them in thier problem or even thier studies.I am hoping that i've help them.I do not know what to do or what to give to my 3 bestfriends juz to pay back all the good things that they had do to me but what can i say is THANK YOU VERY MUCH to my 3 bestfriends and i only want them to know one thing.The thing that they shold take note is thier names,thier faces and the memories that happens in 2008 will never deleted in my life till my last dae of my life in this world.This is the last sentence i want to say before i teel you guys more about my life, I really love them they are the only bestfriend that can be trusted 100% so if you guys wants to make friends make sure you really know that person before take him or her as your bestfriend.:)

After a long story about bestfriends know i want to share some of my life.Actually i am a very simple person my in reality every girl or every women wants to be beautiful juz like a supermodel but every person is given thier own beautiful some of them thier beautiful is not @ thier face but thier heart is very baeutiful more much baeutiful then a suermodel.Ok back to reality........If you guy wants to know about me juz sit and juz know me by my nick name FEEKAH.But some of my friends or even my bestfriends know who is FEEKAH.So ya........Juz know me by reading me story ang my name FEEKAH.Ialso do not know what should i type but the important thing is THANK YOU to all my teachers,my bestfriends,my family and my relative to support me from behind and ya THANK YOU very much........:)

Hei...........Juz to tell some interesting thing about my relative.Actually i have a very fun & happening.There's alot funny memories.There's one dae we went for a picnic to celebrate my brother's birthdae.We try to contribute some games.We had a very happy dae but eventually when it is time to cut the cake we were sliming @ each other and wonder hwo are we going to eat the cake as all the cream had melt so we all were so hungry after a very happening dae.We do not waste alot of time we juz took a piece of cake and enjoy the wind blowing agint our face and not juz that we still have funny moment it's too many may be next time....:)
Ok i need to go so bye-bye and takecare to you who is reading my blog hope you enjoy reading it and happy holiday to all of you....:)